I'm still terribly sad one of my bluejays got attacked by a cat and he died in my hands yesterday i did bury this bird in the ground today but before he died he didn't want to leave my hands he was grabbing on my fingers he wanted to be with me in his very last moment until he became weak soo fast within 1min he could not hold and his little hands closed while i was holding him i felt this wave of heat surrounding me in a way that i'm literally touched and heartbreak i felt it through my body, this bird death so if i day i make enough of money i will open a wild life sanctuary rescue for birds to make sure birds get access to antibiotics